Toll

In the hush of a half-lit warehouse, they labor—

Technicians with furrowed brows,
Threading wire like veins through steel ribs.

Each motion, careful, deliberate,
Drills whirring, instructions barked.

Fluorescent lights hum above—
a lullaby stripped of soul—
oscillating over tired shoulders.

Squeaky carts meander down narrow lanes,
the thud of unbalanced wheels
joining the mechanical chorus.

Panels become puzzles solved in silence,
hammer strikes echo like distant heartbeats
in the chests of waiting machines.
Minds synchronized with metal,
we labor until day’s end.

The lights hum their exhausted melody
until they’re silenced—and tomorrow begins again.

Punch clocks tally dreams deferred.
We leave with loose change in our pockets
and a debt to our own days.

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Published by: northwoodn0tes

Hi, I’m Alan, and I’m so grateful you’re here. This space is the result of a long, treacherous journey — one marked by survival, healing, and ultimately, freedom. I'm a survivor of sexual assault and domestic violence, experiences that once left me feeling isolated and voiceless. For years, my mental health felt like an endless storm. But through the wreckage, I discovered the profound importance of genuine friendship — those rare connections, both near and far, that see you, believe you, and stand with you. One of my greatest joys now is sondering — pausing to marvel at the rich, complex lives of the people who have crossed my path and helped stitch together the fabric of my healing. Each bond, no matter how brief or lasting, has been a spark of hope. My story is also one of movement — not just emotional, but physical. I made the leap to Colorado, seeking a new chapter and the freedom to live more authentically. Here, among the wide skies and new beginnings, I am reclaiming joy, learning to thrive, and offering my story to others who may need a reminder that freedom is possible. Thank you for being a part of this journey, Mr. Northwood

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